you kiss me like a queen.

you, you, you. i miss you, you, you. i hope you're doing fine.

wouldn't it be great to be fashionably late? yes, martin, it would. i miss you marty. even though when i first met you you were drunk and creepy, you've grown on me. i love your album. as you can tell, dancehall is my faveeee.

enough with the shoutouts, fun stuff. i took a 4 and a half hour nap today. it was worth it. it was after the little einstein's marathon. quincy is my favourite. he's so cute. then after the nap i woke up to have just adam here. and he has been watching discovery channel for the past 6 hours. he hasn't even gotten up to pee or drink or anything. he better not think i'm going to be bringing him stuff. he's now 25, he can do it himself. but i love you adam, welcome to the family, happy belated birthday.

if i see one more book on weddings lying around the house, i'm going to flip out. i love you sherrlien, but the wedding will be lovely and you don't these books. you need books i can read.

and speaking of my lovely sisterbear, she is the newly crowned queen of hand sanitizer. i kid you not. she has ones that smell both kind of good, and yet kind of bad from bath and body works, and then normal stuff like purell, dial, etc, etc, etc. i went to take some pictures of some cute couple with her camera since it was right there and she made me almost miss the moment from having to lather up. it looks like i have to carry my camera everywhere in case that happens again.

don't get me wrong, hand sanitizer is nice because it sanitizes, and my poor bestiest could have used some since she has a bad cold and sounds yucky on the phone, but she takes it to an extreme.

i guess i'm going to wait for everybody (yeahhhh) to come back then family dinner.

i can't stop it now.

new csi tonight.

danny bonaduce as the dead body, i'm so there.

i'm the one you chose.

cute, no?

day 3. some friends helped out. some you know. some you definitely know. i've been listening to no doubt all day. gwen stefani is so amazing.

i miss someone special. but knowing he's so proud of me helps me keep my chin up.

don't believe every little thing you read on the internet.

holy smokes i was so disappointed in gilmore girls last night. i cried.

project runway tonight. as long as michael stays i don't give who leaves. my soon-to-be brother in law loves project runway as much as i do, and he's still in maliboo, so we're watching it together for the first time since july or so. i love chad. did you buy his band's new album yet??

adam is here. sitting next to me. he smells disgusting. gross. don't believe everything you read about him. he didn't get a girl pregnant.

night.

water works.

recording an album is tough. singing the same lyrics, striking the same keys, laughing at the same chad. i've been lucky though. my sisters and their boys are here with various starbucks goodies. i love caramel frappacinos more than my favourite pen. i don't know why people hate malibu. and by people i mean my sister sherrbear. but she's been okay since she gets to see her fee-on-say for a few more days while he is in californiaaa for promotions for his band's new album. yes it is amazing. yes you should buy it.

and today visitors came. lovely. all that needs to be said. i miss ctank. but i can't be mad, she's getting her learn on with ma.

my producer is crazy-amazing. his hair is cooler than my life.

but my life is pretty cool. i have a wonderful family. some friends. some good friends. good health. small feet. money. books i haven't read. and a special someone i care so much about

who's pumped for the GILMORE GIRLS premiere tonight? i'm sick to my stomach waiting to find out what's going to happen between luke and lorelai.

i want to take you far from the cynics in this town.

i miss you so much. everything i'm doing is to make stuff better for us.

i've never been so crazy.